I'M PREGNANT! Baby is 10 weeks 5 days today, entering week 11 in 2 days time. I need to start reflect back and write down all the details before I forget! So here comes our story đ #OMGiampregnant
Around July 2015, Cynthia asked me to go for this FREE fertility test at Sabah Care. Since it's free so why not. I went to the lab on my 3rd day period and took blood test, hubby took his sperm from toilet for test. It was quiet awkward for him haha. On September 2015 we went to check on our result. Found out hubby sperm is grade A! He have 90 million healthy sperm in a shot đą but not a good result for me. One of my hormone is slightly high that is one of the reason cause irregular period.
Then Doctor did a vagina test to see my ovaries, found out that I have a lot of follies so is hard for a healthy follies to grow to 10-15mm for it to break and ovulate eggs. This call PCOS ovaries and is hard for me to get pregnant. What a sad news for me! I always joke that maybe hubby have weak sperm! I cried while waiting for the bills. I was just so disappointed. I cried all night long, even during church service! I just couldn't accept it.
I prayed and feeling better after God shows me this verse.Â
Hebrews 10:35-36 So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised. The next day in church service I cried out to God and pray that God please prepare us before we have a baby. I pray specifically for financial. And guess what?
I GOT 2nd SALARY INCREMENT ON MONDAY!Â
I feel so surreal and touched when I'm holding that increment letter! I can't stop thanking God and I know how He loves me He answered my prayer! I know the best is yet to come! I found myself trying to avoid in baby's topic, trying not to carry ppl's baby and just being protective to my own heart. Slowly I know this is not right so I open up myself and talk to my Mother in law on hubby's birthday, I remembered we both cried. I shared with cell group and let them cover us in prayer. I continue to put faith in God.
Fast forward to November 25, 2015. I went for blood donation and I saw a bunting mentioned pregnant lady and underweight are not allowed to give blood. I did not know if I'm pregnant but I just make a simple prayer. "Dear God, if I'm pregnant please protect me and baby as I'm doing this for a good deeds, Amen." After that I back to office pantry and eat breakfast, I think I choke myself and I throw up. My boss and colleague ask if I'm pregnant. I said no, I just choke myself. The next day I feel cold. I remember I wrapped myself from head to toes.Â
So now.. How do I found out I'm pregnant.
I think everything is God's timing!
On the same week, November 27,2015 Friday. I went to do manicure. Emily shared with me her pregnancy journey and told me there's one pregnancy test kit from Taobao is cheap and effective. I just simply ask "oh, what's the brand?" She then give me 3 packs. I just simply put on my room's table and did not think much about using it.
The next day 6am I woke up to pee and saw the test kit, I think it's free so let just play and give it a try. Hub was still sleeping.
I did not expect anything since Doctor said is hard for me to get pregnant. I leave it in the urine while continue to pee suddenly I look at the test kit its 2 red lines! I was like "am I dreaming?!" I refer back to the instruction and it says 2 lines means positive!
I shook up hubby and told him its positive! He replied "ä¸čŚéŞäşşĺŚ". Then we both lying on bed and silence.
I dunno what to do next so I told my bff and she asked me get an expensive pregnancy test kit from Watson to test again. She prayed for me before I go to test. The result made her happy â¤ď¸ Our feeling was a little shock and confused plus happy. Because we did not expect. Went to scan on Monday and it's officially a YES. Baby was #4weeks at that time. Exactly a week before Bandung trip. How amazing our God is! He sent ppl in our life and give us answer! Just for me to careful on the trip!
Thank you Lord for this miracle of life. I can't wait to see my bump and my baby! Exciting! I hope this post could encourage if you're waiting for your miracle to happen. Remember, Hebrews 10:35-36. Continue to believe in God. Jesus loves you.